This picture represents anger…hence fires associated with the emotion of fire. So yeah.
My guy was supposed to come over tonite, but no. NOW he can’t. Seriously, I’m so pissed. He’s always the one who’s bitching about how much he misses me and how bad he wants to see me. My dad was actually the one who asked if I wanted him to come over. God, I’m so pissed! I mean, yeah I haven’t really seen him lately and I do miss him. Nope. He can’t, doesn’t even give me a reason.
To me it feels like he’s starting to slowly back away, like pushing me away. Then I get all confused because last night, what does he say? ” I love you so much. With all of my heart.” Then this morning I get a message saying ” Hey love. I can’t come over today.” I message him back and yet again of course…no answer.
Sometimes I wonder about cheating, but he’s SO against that I can’t even truly believe it if I can imagine it.
This relationship has a lot of stress on ME. Step-mom didn’t like him. He hates my parents. He’s all up in a college environment in the dorms. Maybe I can’t have a true relationship with him. Maybe….Ya know…I don’t even really know!
Also, maybe I’m just overly emotional cause hey..I’ll be honest. I got my monthly gift today…so maybe that’s part of it.
Seriously, just Gr!