Stressed? Yes and No

Well nerdlettes (Because if you read my blogs…I may feel bad for you xD),

I THOUGHT my biology finals were on Tuesday (tomorrow) but NOOOO they’re TODAY :s I’m pretty nervous!
BUUT…..I DID study over the weekend and Last Friday I already asked my teacher if I could get put into a seperate room from everyone else. See, usually at big tests like this…I start to lose it.
I hate being that person where everyone’s done and I’m not, i feel the need to rush through it then just to say I finished it.
Like last time I took a final literally the whole class finished…except me. So, I put down a whole bunch of bullshit answers JUST to be done. But, I truly need to do well…so on this one I will! I’m shooting for at least a B maybe a B-. A lot of people say ‘Oh. Why don’t you shoot for an A’ Why? Because I’m realistic. I make realistic goals. I know I don’t know EVERYTHING on this final, I know that. I’d be super happy with a C even. I got this guys.

P.s. Part of me will probably feel better once I’m actually taking the final.

~ Nerdy Stressful Girl

Sorry….But guess who’s going?!

Hey guys…I’m super sorry that I haven’t wrote for like how long?
Not like half of you actually give a shit either xD
So, I’m FINALLY going to warped tour..which means….IMA MEET RONNIE RADKE!!! I’m so damn happy! I mean, obviously I’ll probs meet other bands too…..but my main excitement is for Ronnie Radke. Also, I decided that I need to get a job cause obviously I wanna get/buy a shit ton of merch. Where am I going to work you ask? Probably the motel by my house. My back up is burger kind Lol. Hey, I’m desperate over here. My boyfriend bought me tickets and were goig. With my best friend and a few others.

#HowMyBoyfriendIs

I love him..tons and BUNCHES!!!
We have a protective relationship Lol

#TotallyMe

Hence, these girls are black and im white. Also theyre higher up than me. Seriously though, this is how i am with my boyfriend. I am SO DAMN protective at him. If we’re at the mall and some random girl is smiling at him. Ill hold his hand or lean into him and pretend to laugh, even if he didnt say anything. Or make a cute couoke face to him. Bitch, thats MY warning signal for you. If she keeps it up and starts winking at him ect. I’ll just walk right up to her and explain he’s mine and NIT HERS. My man knows this, he thinks its cute. Funny thing is, he always tells me ‘if any guy smiles or winks at you..ill go punch him in both eyes so he can’t look at you.’

So, we’re protective over each other. I love him so damn much Lol

~That Protective Girl

#FutureWedding

So…my boyfriend. My ever so lovely boyfriend. Decides that he wants to get married. I wanna get married to him too 😀
So next year (when im 18) hes proposing to me. So he said he considers me as his ‘half’ fiance. I love him with all my heart im so damn excited.
LOVE YA MY FUTURE FOREVER GUY ❤

~LovestruckGirl

#Nightmares

Okay, i have nightmares a lot…..they get pretty bad and intense. It gets to the point where i truly believe that its reality and even when i wake up im scared to open my eyes. What makes it worse is that when i wake up if my alarm isnt going off, its dead set quiet. Emphasis on dead. You might think its silly and whatnot, but to me its not. My boyfriend knows that they get pretty bad, so when were sleeping together (not sexually) he makes me wake him up. Its so damn scary. I need help over coming these damn nightmares. Honestly though, i dont think it’ll work. Thats my life. Unfair.

~The Scaredy cat girl

#Pain

How many of you hate pain? Yeah..same here. You know who else i hate…my step mom. Im disappointed in my dad, he cant stand up for himself. It gets annoying. She walks all over him!

I get it woman, you dont like my boyfriend. Heres the deal…you dont have to. I love him and thats all that matters. So shush it! You telling me that ‘He doesnt give a f*** about me’…HAH jokes on you! He blizzing asked me to marry him! Hah what now biotch. Hes the only one who helps me. Even though…for me..this picture is true. Except i do it on my hips, not wrists. Otherwise i get caught. Im smart about this. When do i do it? At night time. After i go to sleep.

Today, my boyfriend…’ Dear, i really dont want you to keep cutting. Just call me and if your step mom wont let you please just be a tough cookie for me’. I agreed. This is gunna be difficult.

Damn, i love him.

I Love You With All My Heart & Soul

‘Oh hun, you mean everything to me. You are my everything. I love you like alot alot. Tons and bunches. To infinity..and beyond (; Always. For eternity. Youre the love of my life. We’re getting married, you already asked me. We have everything planned. You want to go get tattoos together, i about died of happiness when you said that. We already have them picked out. Im sorry that i took a break for you, im sorry i out you through that and that you were scared of what was going to happen. I know that we’re facing some challenges involving my parents. You said you’d endure anything and that in a year, you’ll get me out of that house. To move into you. Im glad that we’re able to talk about our problems in our relationship and that we were able to fix them. I can already tell that you’re trying to fix what you did. Honestly, I really do love you more than i did before…trust me thats a lot deary. We’re going to get through this..i know it. You said it yourself. Youre my everything..i love you and need you. Hun…you told me….we’re getting married. I Love You <3'

~Vishal's Girl

Heavenly Confused at Hell..

My boyfriend. The one I was supposed to marry. My first love. I left him. He didn’t leave me. I left him. At first, he did leave. He came back, but me. I left. I’m okay. I have a date this Saturday. I’m truly excited. Also nervous. I’m not sure if I wanna completely leave who was my future fiancé. I feel terrible. Fiancé guy isn’t taking this well.
I’m confused, I wanna go on this date so bad. Am I done with fiancé guy? I dunno. Am I gunna have fun Saturday? Probably.
GRRRRR…..

~Heartbreaker Bi’otch

#BreakupsAreTough