I love him..tons and BUNCHES!!!
We have a protective relationship Lol
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Hence, these girls are black and im white. Also theyre higher up than me. Seriously though, this is how i am with my boyfriend. I am SO DAMN protective at him. If we’re at the mall and some random girl is smiling at him. Ill hold his hand or lean into him and pretend to laugh, even if he didnt say anything. Or make a cute couoke face to him. Bitch, thats MY warning signal for you. If she keeps it up and starts winking at him ect. I’ll just walk right up to her and explain he’s mine and NIT HERS. My man knows this, he thinks its cute. Funny thing is, he always tells me ‘if any guy smiles or winks at you..ill go punch him in both eyes so he can’t look at you.’
So, we’re protective over each other. I love him so damn much Lol
~That Protective Girl
#TotallyMe
How many of you hate pain? Yeah..same here. You know who else i hate…my step mom. Im disappointed in my dad, he cant stand up for himself. It gets annoying. She walks all over him!
I get it woman, you dont like my boyfriend. Heres the deal…you dont have to. I love him and thats all that matters. So shush it! You telling me that ‘He doesnt give a f*** about me’…HAH jokes on you! He blizzing asked me to marry him! Hah what now biotch. Hes the only one who helps me. Even though…for me..this picture is true. Except i do it on my hips, not wrists. Otherwise i get caught. Im smart about this. When do i do it? At night time. After i go to sleep.
Today, my boyfriend…’ Dear, i really dont want you to keep cutting. Just call me and if your step mom wont let you please just be a tough cookie for me’. I agreed. This is gunna be difficult.
Damn, i love him.
#Pain
This picture represents anger…hence fires associated with the emotion of fire. So yeah.
My guy was supposed to come over tonite, but no. NOW he can’t. Seriously, I’m so pissed. He’s always the one who’s bitching about how much he misses me and how bad he wants to see me. My dad was actually the one who asked if I wanted him to come over. God, I’m so pissed! I mean, yeah I haven’t really seen him lately and I do miss him. Nope. He can’t, doesn’t even give me a reason.
To me it feels like he’s starting to slowly back away, like pushing me away. Then I get all confused because last night, what does he say? ” I love you so much. With all of my heart.” Then this morning I get a message saying ” Hey love. I can’t come over today.” I message him back and yet again of course…no answer.
Sometimes I wonder about cheating, but he’s SO against that I can’t even truly believe it if I can imagine it.
This relationship has a lot of stress on ME. Step-mom didn’t like him. He hates my parents. He’s all up in a college environment in the dorms. Maybe I can’t have a true relationship with him. Maybe….Ya know…I don’t even really know!
Also, maybe I’m just overly emotional cause hey..I’ll be honest. I got my monthly gift today…so maybe that’s part of it.
Seriously, just Gr! 
dazzedgirl 